ForeverLostCause

A month since that day 3 weeks since you changed 5 days since i last talked to you 2 ho- 0 hours since ive cried.. I just want my friend back.. I'll do whatever it takes.. I just need you back...

He says it'll be okay... But do I want it to be okay..? Do I want things to work out..? Do I want to stay..?

All these poems of men cheating But no one calls out the women No one talk about how she'll say shes in love And then turn around and throw it away No one talks of how she wont be able to tell him No one talks of the guilt she feels No one talks of the regret she feels No one talks of the hours she cries No one talks of the broken promises No one talks of the bloody cuts No one talks of the empty words No one talks of the lost feelings No one talks of the loss of appetite No one talks of the sleepless nights No one talks of the bottles by her side No one talks of the rope around our necks No one talks about it from our point of view...

I wish I couldn't fall in love Because every time I do It always ends the same I'm completely destroyed And they're fine As if nothing happened But whats worse Is when they want to stay friends Because they dont see how much it hurts you To watch as they go along And slowly forget everything you had with them As they find that in another So as I write this I watch in silence As I become forgotten again by the person I love

Depression People without depression will never truly understand it They think that it's simple enough to just say "I'm going to be happy" and for it to happen But its not When someone is sad, they know theres going to be an end With depression, you dont see an end to things With depression, there's times where it hurts to even get out of bed in the mornings There's times when nothing can pull you out of it And Insomnia is the same as depression when it comes to people who understand it Ive tried to explane insomnia to friends before and they tell me to "just sleep" as if it's so simple But its not Insomnia is one of those things that just

I've managed to lose who I really am trying to please everyone else I change so much that I don't remember who I truly am anymore It... it hurts.... Because this is a period between changes, between trying to please two completely different people And I can't do both at the same time anymore....

 And as the burned with a quiet orange, I thought to myself: "how beautiful is this life?" The darkness can hurt me no longer, for the sky burns an orange. An orange that is my life.

You broke me, Destroyed me, Killed me.. But you don't care, Right? I don't mean shit to you anymore, Right? It's so easy for you to forget me, Right? Please say no, Please say you care, Because it's only getting worse. I can't feel anything, Not even the blades. It doesn't help. I thought it would, But it never will. I want to die, But also live. I don't want to live without you, But I don't want to die with you.

Roses They were put into this world to give joy or reinforce sorrow Never were they ment to inflict pain But their thorns pierced your skin when you picked them And you just smilled Because you had missed the pain they inflict It was like a drug The pain of the thorns piercing your skin You had been going through withdrawals without it Suffering in silence Not daring to hurt yourself For you fear the concerns of others when they see You fear that they would turn you in again Because they think it helps But it only makes it worse It makes you crave it more But when you held the rose And the thorns pierced you You couldnt help yourself The last

Each person has a sentence Just a series of words That can break them into pieces